snow day
lately i’ve been entertaining the fact that i might be developing a form of ansomnia, so today was amazing. i’m babysitting late tonight, and if i have to watch another 45 minute strawberry shortcake movie like i did on monday, i’ll probably have to get a lobatomy. college is dawning on me, and i’m starting to get afraid about the outcome as an acting major, i hope it won’t be a waste of money and i won’t end up back in fairfield living off my grandparents and living in the shell of live that i realize that every adult i know does, i mean is it so impossible to end up the way you dreamed when you were a kid? maybe that’s what i should do for my children’s book; anyway, i just want to get to a place where i can do what i love, and be good at it. also, i want my 7 page paper on pocahontas to form together soon, so my u.s. history teacher won’t be annoyed with me anymore. haha.